The Beginning.....

I have been married to my husband for almost 14 years. I have 3 sons that are 18, 17 and 13. I also have 5 dogs. My life has been for them since the day my oldest son was born. It's been rocky at times. Also lonely and scary sometimes as well. But seeing my oldest son leave for BMT Dec. 13th I am faced with the knowledge that my children will all be adults soon and I need to think about what is going to happen after. I am now going to try to find something that will make me feel satisfied with my new role in life. There will be challenges (my 17 year old has Cerebral Palsy), but I want to learn new things. Even if it's just a new hobby. I have been feeling lost and am ready to find myself again.